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[Aug. 6th, 2011|01:32 pm] |
Phuket trip
Went for some cave adventure thing on the second day there. The entrance of the cave was so small we had to lie down+deflate the canoe. I screamed like crazy because the rocks of the cave was seriously touching my face I thought I was gonna be disfigured. Could hear my parents behind us laughing and my mean sis shouted "SHUT UP!". But I still didnt I damn lame la thought I was gonna die there.
That was during low tide and I rmb one of the guides pretended to pick up the mud to eat. Edgar really went to try and still said it tastes okay -_- My sis really believed also.
It really felt like the movies because of the caves and everything :$ Quite fun. Dinner on the boat was damn awesome :)
This is one of Thailand's traditions? We're supposed to let it float on the water and make a wish. But anyway this picture like quite chio.
Pictures of Iker and Edgar. Have always been mentioning their names and they are so big now!!
The villa we stayed in was huge, my sis and I had a queen size bed each to sleep on. Auntie cooked breakfast for us for both days! Loved the trip but it was too short. Would have been better if we could have stayed longer for massage or something. Always loved Phuket since young but this time we didn't even have time to go to the beach.
Primary school gatherings
We met for 2 consecutive Fridays because Debbie is back from UK for awhile. Despite not talking all the time I'm glad we still feel the closeness and her being in UK makes me miss her more.
There are a few more pictures I intended to upload but shall do it some other day.
Working at Crocs is fun because of the ppl (could have been better if Pan Davin and I had more similar rosters) but I have so much to say about the management. Guess it's inappropriate to say it here anyway.
Your dependence on other people to keep yourself sane makes me very frustrated. Why can't you learn to love yourself and stop thinking how worthless/useless you are. No one can help you and we can all choose to be happy if we want to. I guess I don't have the guts to say all of this to you anyway in case I hurt your vulnerable self, but after awhile ppl will get sick of telling you that you are not worthless etcetc over and over again, and I can't imagine how it will be like for you when ppl stop trying to comfort you. Thinking about it makes me more and more frustrated, maybe I should be honest with you.
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[Jul. 16th, 2011|02:57 am] |
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"You need to have a little faith. Not everyone you love is going to leave you." |
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[Jul. 10th, 2011|01:05 am] |
Jun's birthday celebration
Timbre arts house! Love the view and the company. Duck pizza! My fav.
Looks like we arranged ourselves according to height hor hahahaha :$ Don't kill me.
Finally felimbo turned up! She wear so red, think she birthday girl. Don't be deceived by the conservative dressing, it was bareback and we were damn tempted to unhook her bra.
One of the more decent shots inside. I had alot of buang photos wtf cause I sweat like mad. Face damn red as usual!
Looking forward to Rebe's MBS bday celebration. Hahaha NEXT YEAR. Kiasu much I like.
Dk what's the fatty doing in the picture? Felimbo loves me :$
Rebe why you so chio!?!
Shall end Jun's birthday post with his awesome face. Gross la Jun, Idk how to describe his expression. He looked like he was in pain but enjoying it. Or constipated. Happy Belated Birthday, we know you love us so much that you postponed your flight to HK, but please please pick yourself up and be happy again :) When all else fails we are still here.
Thursday dinner
Been meeting Erika Van etc for dinner on Thursdays cause it's the day we can all make it :) Love short but awesome dinners. Took this picture despite ugly background cause we realised we haven't been taking pictures tog for damn long! Love Erika though she made my eyes look tiny beside hers. :/
Grandma's birthday
Grandma is 82 now. I always always feel bad for not visiting or talking much when we meet. But I always tell myself I will next time. :(
Things haven't been smooth but I am glad we pulled through. <3 |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2011|11:41 pm] |
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I hate it when I'm having pms because I get overly emotional over every single thing and I will feel so stupid afterwards. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2011|08:59 pm] |
Finally gonna blog about Aussie. Chose some random photos :)
Miss Queen Victoria's breakfast the most. Wanna have those for breakfast everyday! :)
Italian food! Portion is always mega huge we shared 2 mains most of the time.
Great Ocean Road! Swear it looks so much better in real life. Bestie and I were like "SO PRETTY" but Pan was busy wrapping her face with her scarf -_- It was super cold but bestie and I not so retarded.
Melbourne zoo was alright, too few animals! Only liked the part where we were so close to animals
Balcony in our Gold Coast hotel. Favourite picture of the trip. The view was so awesome..
Surfer's Paradise! Pan the pig still holding her breakfast
Dream World wasn't as fun as I remember! But it was Pan's best day ever because she got to feed kangaroos and carry a koala called Patrick. What a baby..
The rides at Movie world were awesome! The slope on this roller coaster was almost vertical! Loved it :D
Most amazing trip ever, keep missing it ever since I came back! My bffs mean the world to me :$
Just got back from Phuket today but pictures not up yet :)
Met up with a few of the SIM ppl for lunch last Friday. Small gatherings are so much better. Easier to organise and it was still as fun! Thankfully we were safe with Jun's crazy driving that almost made me puke.
Love my new hair colour :$
Shawn is finally booking out on Friday!!! :) |
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[May. 1st, 2011|11:09 pm] |
Dinner almost full Rah. Next one on 15th Aug kk remember <3 (Bestie I think you look extra pretty here :$)
Here's my life everyday....
Took up soooo much space in the room that day. Not my fav study area, level 5 of extension block really damn shiok. I would love to stay there wake up study! We ordered pizza for dinner last night and the boys carried the cushioned chairs to create "Timbre setting" cause there's an outdoor space. We are so cool.
Kishan at the back. Super act
Been seeing vanessa almost everyday, love it max. <3
Okay we look crazy it was candid (Y)
2 DAYS TO THE EXAMS. I dont feel prepared but the sooner it comes the sooner we can taste freedom! So going to enjoy myself this hols, totally deserve it.
Cannot wait for post exams!!!!!!!!
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[Apr. 23rd, 2011|09:21 pm] |
Today someone so important called and broke down, telling me how she has been trying to pretend she's okay so she doesn't have to tell us anything. I feel like I've not been a good enough friend keeping her sane, or rather someone she can immediately turn to. I just want you to know that I will always be there for you, and always supporting you no matter what happens.
It's so sad how we are always afraid of even our closest friends judging us. I must really learn never to judge before karma bites me back. People can talk, but it's only the true friends who just wants you to be happy.
I don't know what is holding me back anymore. I know I deserve a shot to be happy, to be loved the way I always wanted to. I am afraid of so many things, and maybe I should stop worrying for once? I guess till then, I shall bury myself in my books.
Erika is leaving for ocip next week and I'll be going to Aussie for ten days, which means I will not see her for a month? :'( I miss seeing the girl everyday. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2011|11:51 pm] |
Last night I thought about everything that has been going on. Thought about the past 2 years and how much I miss the good times. But it doesn't change the fact that we didn't work out and we didn't put in the effort until things went too wrong to be salvaged. We never really said our goodbyes, but I know it's time for us to let go now.
I just need time to clear up the mess I've created, to make sense of whatever that's been happening.
Through it all I need to learn to count my blessings. As much as I'm bothered by how fake some people are, I know there are always the few who will stand by me, no matter what decisions I make. I am more than thankful.
Trust isn't something that comes easily, and I am trying to put my trust in you, hoping you will never break it. I'm taking a chance, hoping everything will turn out the way we want it to.
Pardon me for random ramblings on this post. Exams are really here soon and I'm fretting. I have lost my motivation so pls pray I get it back. I want my 2nd upper very badly.
Thanks to those who have been showering me with love and concern, it keeps me sane <3 |
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